I'm staying at Manli's house for the night, maybe for a couple (I told mom and dad I'd have dinner with them on Monday however. I feel terrible since they were all alone in the restaurant, but then again, it was their choice like Manli points out to me. I shouldn't feel guilt over it). I feel really relaxed here, a ukulele to the right of me, a flute to the left. I feel absolutely comfortable. If Florida doesn't work out maybe I COULD come back here to Aptos and live here for a while and write and play music and make videos. IT wouldn't be so bad. I could go on a few dates with some Santa Cruz girls and run around the forest. I'm tired of society to be perfectly honest. I'm happy I decided to wait a week even though it cut into my savings.