Friday, May 20, 2011

random linksys file on cu

man awkwaqrdest sex thing ever
"two years sober""training morning noon and night"man im as fat as danny mc griden ow :(

what am i even going to DO With dash? very few interests
"movie "
"just be yourself and youll be fine"
man eastboundand down losers huffing paint dman
i may have put on some weight but at least im not doing that shit anymore
lol @ google adsense pages
i hate corporate george and i hate blogger george do i?
maybe
jdayuum no thanks
being nice unlke some ppl - liz
in n out
you know, i hsould just be a novelist and a director and troll on the side
i dont want to be in front of the camera
christ i need to get a job already tho so i can grow out my hair
and do some ab work christ


Look at me, do i look like im in any shape to be a star? hell no.
i could have better standup than aziz, i feel like a lot of his material caters to the masses
which i definitely do not
i cant be afraid to get myself out there

thats not the goal anyway, i just wanted to make movies but i look terrible these days

goddamn hair
-that look of disgust on dashas face when she said ew toward me
i felt disgusting
in the window
i dont think shes aid that then
but i felt and looked disgusting

ive let myself go
every morning i wake up i need to try to be the best goddamn person i can be... goddamn blog was
a good release

man its so easy to keep chompin on orange chicken if its right in front of you i need
to get some damn groceries tomorrow and work on being fit
i hate being a fatass, seeing sheeb later with this terriblehaircut agh
hmm.. my trolling is good but it could be a lot better

fuck jason schwartzmans i need to kenny powers need to focus
"i need to remember i AM better than everyone else! its time i remind them who i am"
cinematik

man I want to get my masters eventually damn,
if I have a movie done or a book published itll be a lot easier right?
yeah. and some work exp shit
dad says you never go back, but i will if i have to fuck..
just enjoy the show man :p

I have different ambitions and talents, don't I? Philips just wrote to me saying I would be
better suited elsewhere which I think is very very true.
I need to get more serious about writing in the mornings I think. I'm so capable of it.
I just need to laugh about it more (I HAVE TIME!)

oh damn i cant ever eat another hot pastrami sandwich again"always going to be someone smarter than you so the vest you can do is make the best with what youve got"
so true
i none of those goony nerds talked about how inspiring the da vinci episode wasI like the idea of Da Vinci feeling stupider than everyone else from where he was from..
I need to stop being afraid of developing my talents already why cant I be like him?I'd like to be a polyglot, actor, writer, director humorist, multiinstrumentalist, pilot
lover, martial artist

i need to be patient with my lust for new things and not self deprecating!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Renaissance_menmusic + language + film
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_polymaths
it is possible
difficult but possible
if i keep musicing itll only help with other things in life.. why arent i doing that?
after this ep of futurama ill get back to it then
(challenge self)you know i spend a lot of time not stimulating my mind
i should really try to be more like da vinci
i really do want KB prac before i go ot work tho
true that

da vinci was interested in a million things
and i am too,
so just go with what youre interested in and dont stop.. ill get to writing when im truly inspired to do it
ghosts are funny spoookyi should just focus on writing and music and

why do i keep saying that?
embrace who you are
theres def alil michael scott in me when i do those voices ick

cant just watch tv 24/7 man i gotta do SOMETHING productive later :p
ill write the entire yangley logue

(I need set deadlines...)

I obviously need my own special place to film monologues cause i find it difficult at home to do it.
I should get outta the house and film them elsewhere
while writing at home
maybe the library for writing
Filming a monologue isn't hard work it's fun. I'd like to eat something
and watch a movie first..I need to definitely think about this script more (I thought about chars a lot yesterday, and it's true I
could definitely film the yangley thing, if not before work than after work)being angry at people like Kirll helps me out a lot. Look at what I'm doing at the moment
I'm writing about people being annoying and soo n
Am i being too unlazy here?
i'm not sure. I should force myself into it...I don't feel inspired to write anything right now I just woke up you know. Whenever I force
stuff like this it never comes out right..Just stick to the schedule
and film a yangley preview (its tough when pop is home id like to be alone)

True I don't feel like doing a yangley monologue now that I "have to"
but I really should... maybe I should read and write instead
I really need to do something productive today (too many projects- writing script?
ideas arent here yet)
I do have story ideas...
damn I need to pay off my taxes ick

"large portfolio of high quality work"

why do i feel like my stomach is about ot burst?"live life the way you want to be remembered,
lie life better than you found it
what good is success if you dont share it"

i should encourage james
lol that kid making fun of me for wearing a spam hat
Gotta reach full potential for ppl like maureen who look up to me
... honestly im so happy for her i need to take care of myself too
james owning me by 16 year old self damn book
I WILL BE in a film/tv hall of fame and write a few good novels
before i go i swear
oh well

robert hoff man type charmy hair used to be sexy
but this is okay its time to train on kb
just watch some films dumass antoine dodson only 19 that makes me feel so goddamn old
George Ha happy bday man i came to catch a rapist i left knowing a great musician!!
53 seconds ago · Comment · Like · See Wall-to-Wall
Antoine Dodson LOL DUDE!!!! That was soooo nice to say thank you so much!
hahahahahah
need to make music myself

TROLL VIDS TOMORROW MORNING ^_^
just relax man dont be so serious at night
talking to jinnelle about acting projectS NO RESPONSE
no acting friends sigh :(

I'm great at character development right? Right. So just read for 40 minutes. Take a break from music for a while
I"m glad I'm doing something I'm not that good at, it helps me take writing less seriously yeah? "john cena work ethic"
i need to do passionate stuff?
well i consistently write, i need to get on the piano
I need to read different things to become inspired truly inspired
mick was only 34 when he did it..
I gess I have 11 years of writing and standup and film producing


Do I continue wanting to be in the business? LEt's see if i can get a job...
getting neurotic about it again

Why couldnt I think of affirmative action the other day?
I AM being productive right now, mass applying to as many places as I can..
I really just need to work hard
on writings
I have been obsessed with wrestling
I need a wrestling character

it sucks to do this cover letter but i gotta wake up and do it man
Wake up and be professional while job searching :p(i know i have to write if i want some sort of career... but about what?)I sorta like believeing in God somewhat... I think religion has done a terrible job of expressing God to others
but I feel like I need that direction in my life if I want to achieve all I feel like I was born to achieve in my life
I'm so lucky to have my health it's ridiculous. I need to thank God for that for the ability
to PLAY music
don't be impatient - youll be fine, writing 1-2 times a week is best
(thinking about hawking)
I'll be more inspired to write skits later. If I don't film a monologue as yangley tomorrow
then I'll do it on sunday, /i should at least try to write it tomorrow morning

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